Housemate Wanted

Exactly what it says in the title....

Ok, so i'm pissed, i'm in a mood and I'm annoyyed... so deal with it!

Actually, I'm annoyed as I've just spent the last half hour constructing a post that doesn't make me sound bitter about needing a housemate and that I am actually bloody happy for katie but I managed to press something on the laptop and it's now all gone...

I'm not bitter that katie is moving with her other half, I'm just up in the air as I haven't a fucking clue what I'm gonna do! While katie is fine as she has something worked out I'm stuc with no a clue what to do!

All I know is that I can't afford the rent on this place on my own and that I don't now anyone wanting to share with me. I don't want to move back in with the parents as I've too much stuff that I bought when me and katie first moved in - stuff that if I go back to the parents will become redundant. Stuff that I bought thinking we would be in the house for a while, furniture, appliances, stuff so that we could both use the internet. Stuff that if I go back home will have been a waste of time.

I'm currently sishing I never even moved out of the parents house. God knows I wasn't all that sure of the idea at first, but with persuasion from Katie I finally succumed to the idea and we started looking for somewhere, then a few months after we had found somewhere and we were settled in Katie fins a serious BF.... now don't get me wrong I'm still fantastically happy for both katie and Mark. I'm just now left in the shit not knowing where I'm going to go from here! I just feel like I've ben handed the shitty end of the baton in the relay race of life...


Now, having posted this I know that katie is going to have a fit over why I haven't talked about thsi to her, but those that know me will be aware that I'm no good at face to face communiaction and that I prefer the art of writing - hell I even came out to my parents in a letter! But please don't be mad.....

Oh... and if anyone does need a lodger or who knows somone wanting somewhere to stay then you know where I am....